Where do I start as I stare at this blank post
My mind is everywhere
my heart hurts to heal
My body showing pain and fear
Thinking how I gave birth and lost a father in the same year
Shared so many lonely nights of broken tears
Wanna ask a God to come save me
But my mind asking is there a God
Feeling like the word is punishing me taking me back into
Place I’ve never want to be or see again
No shoulder to cry no hands to hold
Walking this earth alone till I hear a cry
Not just any cry but from the cry of a helpless child my
Child then I knew my purpose and someone needed me just as much as I need them
The unconditional love between a mother and child
A bond that can’t be broken
Sunday, April 5, 2020
The beginning
Would you believe I’ve made it this far in life. As a little girl I never thought in a million year I would have 4 kids but I do. Let’s start with my name Hi I’m Kendra Davis and I’m 29 years old. I’m the youngest out of 4 children myself. Born and raised in Gadsden,Al Growing up wasn’t the Ideal child hood both parents were addicted to drugs which left me and my other siblings forced to go into the system DHR. Neither one of my parents were married and neither of my other siblings shared my father with me being his only child had some advantages and disadvantage but that’s a different story. Lots of days I was a fatherless child and at times motherless too. Not sure where it all started but from the age of 5 I remember bits and pieces everything seem so fun I never knew of the addiction or problems my mother was facing but what child would. Life seem happy well I thought anyways. I played and did everything as a child should till the day the people DHR came and took us away tears filled my eyes not understanding what or why this was happening but I had no choice we had no choice but to go. That day I felt my life was ending but it’s all the beginning where everything finna start where my life as I know starts the last who started it all my GRANDMA.